The last weeks have been so hectic it feels like I need a vacation from just about everything. I would need to go to one of those convents in France when you're not a aloud to speak and everything is still and quiet. It's not just the usual stress around Christmas but there has been a lot of other stuff to deal with, the moving, birthday parties, stomache flus, colds, busy days at work. And as if that wasn't enough it seems like Isola has hit the terrible twos, making simple everyday tasks a real challenge. And when she doesn't make it her life mission to disagree about absolutely everything she is extremely clingy and wants to be carried all the time. At the end of the day I wonder where on earth I can find enough energy to wake up the next day and do it all over again. I'm even to tired to knit. Yes, you heard me. That doesn't mean that I haven't knit anything at all, I have been working on my cable dress and just have the finishing left now. But after just a few minutes I feel my shoulders beginning to ache and I have to stop. I'm just too stressed out.
I just want the new year to start and have everything go back to normal. Start again with an empty page. And feel everything slow down. Please.